my baby is growing up....

ok so he's nearly 11 months old, and I don't know why but I'm really getting sad about him turning one... just typing it out is making me well up with tears. That saying of time flying, couldn't be more true for your baby's first year of life! Passed in a blink of an eye. And a lot of it was not fun(mucos colicos!!) Probably because he is our last(although this isn't set in stone, we'll see how we feel in a couple of years)... A bunch of my online friends who also has babes in August last year are planning their first bday party... I'm just in denial. Is this normal? I don't remember it being so hard with Brianna.
I had fun looking/crying over his first year photos, so I made a year at a glance a photo from the day he was born up to 11 months.

Oh and I have to quit my job this week... I think I'm going to puke I'm so nervous. I know it's the right thing to do but it's a HUGE leap of faith and I am so scared. I only have 2 more weeks of mat leave left, then.... nada. I know God will provide, how? that's up to Him... in the mean time I need to get my butt busy learning. My brain feels like it's about to explode from all the info I'm pouring into it. But it's cool stuff though, which makes it fun to learn.

sorry what a rambling post today... guess I'm just feeling rather reflective. Hope you have a great hump day!